Today is one of those days where I just don't feel like I fit in with the world. I spent most of my day locked up in my room, reading old yearbooks, trying to make sense of what I am feeling and why. It's not that I feel alone, because there are people all around me that love me and care about me. I guess I just feel isolated, and... well, I don't know how to describe it. But not alone. I will never be alone. Nobody is ever alone.
I don't like feeling this way, especially when there are probably more than a million things to be happy about. There's the fact that we got a whole week off of school, which was more than nice. It was extremely relieving and relaxing. And I got to see my wonderful friends and family all week. I guess it's just one of those days... it'll pass. Tomorrow is a new day.
Confused. That's the word. I'm extremely confused about many things. Well, I suppose it's okay to be confused. It's leads you to think about more than just our problems. It leads us to think about everything around you and if it should effect you in the way it does anymore. And I hate deciding. Decision-making is definitely NOT my expertise.
Well, I just had to ramble about that. But don't forget, tomorrow is a new day.
hey, I feel like this quite often! so...we should join up and actually talk to each other. I love you.
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